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Broken Little Thing
by ~thesmileserase
Excuse MeExcuse me  While I break down.  
One moment,  Don't worry,  
'Happens all the time.  
It'll pass.  
I'm fine, really.  Just let me get home  
Where I can cry alone  Until I fall asleep.  
 
Or maybe I'll start taking that Prozac again?  Pop three or four more than I should.  
Get really, really, really happy.  Fake happy  To make you happy!   
Excuse me, sorry,  Pardon me -  
Depression coming through. Excuse Me
by ~thesmileserase
Dreams      It's been raining for days, so unexpectedly. Sometimes it comes at the most perfect of times and leaves the night sky permanently painted an eerie shade of orange.  
      I hear a pounding on the roof, as if it were penetrating with every drop. I've never heard rain like this before. So hard it must be dangerous. I hear a car splashing down the street. It's a wonder anyone is out at all.  
      Then I hear you. At least, I hear you in a memory, because you're not here. But I hope you're out driving in the downpour, and stop at my door, Dreams
by ~thesmileserase
I just don't know anymoreI felt something early this morning,  After I almost died.  
It made me think,  "What if?" and "Maybe if...?"  And I hate to think about whats and ifs because  
That means there's hope and hope leads to faith  It's hard to have hope and faith when you're so depressed,  And the world is falling up and everything isn't the way it's supposed to be.  It's turning me into someone else.   
I'm not the same because now I'm having these thoughts,  
Which are uncertain yet still cause actions and accidents -  I can't control.  
Maybe if I didn't have this feeling I wouldn't have woke up I just don't know anymore
by ~thesmileserase
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Hey everybody I'm back!!

Wed Nov 2, 2005, 8:02 AM
I'm finally back!! I took a long haitus from writing, I needed my space. Plus my pc was a piece of shit! So much has happened since I left here! I moved into my very own apartment w/ my best friend and now I attend Allegany College of MD!! I left Paul for good! Now things are over, I'm moving on, and found someone new and wonderful! So hopefully, I'll be able to post some new poems here soon, and comment on all the peoples lovely works of art that I've missed!!! Thanks for readng...peace!
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  • Current Residence: MD
  • Interests: music, writing, talking
  • Favourite band or musician: so many...
  • Favourite genre of music: everything
  • Favourite artist: Kandinsky, Matisse, Renoir, Kincade
  • Favourite poet or writer: Shakespeare, Dickens, Jane Austen, Wilde
  • Operating System: windows xp
  • Wallpaper of choice: pictures of funny/cute/pretty stuff
  • Favourite game: board: monopoly; pc: the sims; ps2: DOA
  • Favourite gaming platform: ps2
  • Favourite cartoon character: i have soo many
  • Personal Quote: Ignorance is bliss and Just b/c u don't have AIDS or cancer doesn't mean u can't make a contribution
  • Tools of the Trade: pen, paper, computer (word), inspiration

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~fragile-pig Jan 4, 2005, 6:25:49 PM
Hi there :)

Thanks for the :+fav: :hug:

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`miskis Nov 8, 2004, 1:56:53 PM
I am so busy with life these days..art and DA has taken a backseat..but I wanted to swing by and give a quick :hug: and thank you for your sweet inspiring words..comments..and continued support....Thank you :)

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`pupasoul Oct 15, 2004, 6:34:21 PM
Thanks very much for the comment. :heart:
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*carnival Oct 15, 2004, 4:02:39 AM
ha haaaaaaaaaaar~ >| 3 yer icon makes me smiiiiiiiiiiiiiile.. >; D nice stoof d00der.. :orange:

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~wicked-sparrow Oct 13, 2004, 6:03:01 AM
Thank you so much for the :+fav: on [link]
:glomp: :blowkiss:

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~shinwolf Oct 6, 2004, 8:36:51 AM
thanks for the :+fav: on the sunset pic! :hug:

i really like your writing! :thumbsup:
i'm gonna come back here when i have more time to read it. :)
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~chainblue Oct 3, 2004, 4:19:57 PM
thanks for the :+fav: bethany!!

:hug:

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~broken-tear Sep 21, 2004, 6:38:27 PM
thankyou for the favourite,
"ignorance is bliss".... very tru

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~plusone Sep 19, 2004, 3:56:07 PM
thanks alot! i appreciate the feedback :) :hug:

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~dreamweaverz32 Sep 13, 2004, 8:48:08 AM
Thank you so much for the fav and comments! Your poetry evokes some great imagery :D

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